i think i'm just got the boomerang..few days after i wrote my last blog.. when i feel that life was bored. 2 days a go, my life really2 "turn on".. not in a positive/good ways, i got problem, BIG problem with my job.. and feel so regret about that. Don't know what to do, just waiting2 and waiting again.. almost feel frustated, since it was a big matter

I cudn't sleep this last 2 days..thinking, what's gonna happen to me..till i heard that today, we need to discuss about those problems. Honeslty, i'm afraid. Really afraid

Last night, i pray to HIM, i put all my problems in HIS hands, i knew that HE always give me the best & i try to understand what this problems meant to me..

Thanks God, today, i cud pass it.. even it still be a problem, at least we got the solution..

and today i'm trying to understand that something happen for a reason..