i think i'm just got the boomerang..few days after i wrote my last blog.. when i feel that life was bored. 2 days a go, my life really2 "turn on".. not in a positive/good ways, i got problem, BIG problem with my job.. and feel so regret about that. Don't know what to do, just waiting2 and waiting again.. almost feel frustated, since it was a big matter

I cudn't sleep this last 2 days..thinking, what's gonna happen to me..till i heard that today, we need to discuss about those problems. Honeslty, i'm afraid. Really afraid

Last night, i pray to HIM, i put all my problems in HIS hands, i knew that HE always give me the best & i try to understand what this problems meant to me..

Thanks God, today, i cud pass it.. even it still be a problem, at least we got the solution..

and today i'm trying to understand that something happen for a reason..

The morning i wake up..i'm just thinking, what is life? cud u give me some opionion?
honestly, sometimes i feel each days was same...monday, tuesday, wed, etc.. what's the different?? morning, afternoon, evening, night.. wake up, get to work, back home, meet friends then sleep..
i almost do the same things everyday.. and i think i get bored..i just do what i have to do
This time, i raised my hands, i'm not give up, but i pray to the heaven above where my helps come from..
Tomorrow, i wish i have a better day, better relationship, better LIFE..

This is my first blog and i wish that i cud always share with u all here..
Today.. i thought it just gonna be like the same day like every saturday.. wake up, go the work, no need to work hard, since i just have to work half day...go home and take a rest, n tomorrow i cud enjoy my holiday
And.. here we are, the real world, not everything runs smooth and goes like what we want..
The morning i wake up is too late, i was in hurry to office.. ready to work and once i was arrived there, i get a joke that i wish i won't heard anymore..that's not funny.. little bit "ruin" my day..
Then, i have to do something that i never done before, and Thanks God i cud do it, still didn't know what's the result, let's see on tuesday..i wish it's gonna be good enough..:)
Another thing that make today different, coz i will have a long holiday.... maybe it is simple, but i think, i really2 need loooooonggg holiday now.. take a rest, take a deep breath so i cud enjoy the next battle..hehehe..i just have a hard week.. i wish i won't get it again.. :)
Next simple thing but it really2 worthed, meet friends, get a short message, talk, and share with them..it cud keep u smile and helps u to face the world again..
What thing that i cud learned this week? just be strong, whatever people said, if u think u are right, just keep on moving..